right now, it would be to quit a medicine that I have been taking for almost ten years. I suspect that it has turned on me, rather quickly, and is giving me a host of debilitating side effects. so all I want is to go off of that successfully, and have it fix the problem. I’m scared of what could happen when/if I go off it (I am waiting for the doctor’s permission), but I’m fucking terrified of what could happen if I keep taking it. god, I really fucking hope that I’m right on this one.