Attitude? Dude I’m one step to suicidal. My attitude is the last is my problems

Yeah keep ignoring the facts I mentioned.

What advice? “Change your life, move outside, study” that’s middle class shit, I’m not allowed plus my city doesn’t give you any type of help. I literally looked the online site for the town, it hasn’t being updated in a year.

Pity party? I’m commenting how fucked is my life, because that’s the reality I’m living, I never asked to feel bad for me.

No I don’t I already live that reality.

Negativity? Is a reality I don’t think you understand. I don’t have access to any help. And I’m not alone. Why do you think many people low class and immigrants like me become criminals? Do you think most of them love it? No, but even criminals need to pay the bills or they will get evicted.

You sound privileged, I don’t expect you to understand. But realize that many people aren’t like you, I can’t even get a fast food job. That’s how impossible my life is.

Absolute Bs, I want to work, do some stuff yet nobody gives me the chance. Is like I’m invisible and that’s out of my hands

“Then become someone else, grew and be better” AKA invest money and time I don’t have… I’m fucked either way

Nobody I guess. The world keeps fucking me even when I try.

Nothing, if anything I’ve gotten worse at things.

Dude I’m not even from here.

Therapy? I’m having a laugh. That thing isn’t a thing for poor people.

You don’t like my existence to call it “excuses”. Your ideas are fantasies

I don’t even know what that word means. And I don’t go outside, really, so that’s out of the question.

Nobody here knows me. That’s the point. And now you’re insulting me

Why? Is not like you’re going to magically fuck my problems away from were you are. Be honest, you think I’m worthless or at the very least a huge loser.

I have 1k euro left. No job, 35 years old. I wanna kill myself sometimes.

You don’t know anything about my existence. And yet you are calling me a liar.

Again with this. Skills, that I can use for a real job that I can use, aren’t free. And you need to finish school and stuff, plus being immigrant doesn’t help, is not like I didn’t tried. I’m empty and have nothing to offer, which means there’s nothing that can grow. YouTube? Dude, YouTube isn’t the real world. Majority of tutoring about getting some are hacks trying to abuse desperate men. I have enough shit to deal with the way I’m living right now, I don’t need “tips” from a rich creep.

That’s not true at all. Maybe in your country is, but not here.

Anything free in this country is worth nothing for the jobs I could qualify in theory. And again, this is not fixable, this is just me.